kalo mau baca atasnya aja paragraf 1 kebawahnya udah ngelantur efek napza gadeng maaf pnjng bgt maaf marah2

hai. its 12:21 now and here, in the second days of examination weeks.
wah wah wah how's your exam kan? haa could you please don't ask me anything about those hell things? i'm getting moOoOoOore insane.
em besok 3 mata pelajaran dan......... i'm here. blog. haha entar aja deh jam 1 gue janji belajar.
hari ini awan nya bagus tapi ga mendukung. suram banget nih hidup gue sekarang. dari minggu mimpi buruk terus. yaampun ini lagi uas gabisa apa ya hidup gue dientengin gitu malah dibikin berat.

ah pengen marah marah rasanya, tapi gabisa, jadi pengen nangis, tapi gabisa. gitu kali ya nasib orang jahat, em lemme guess like the antagonist one in the movie, rite? pengen marah tapi dia salah, pengen nangis udah gabisa, dia juga salah, pengen ngadu juga ke siapa, mana ada orang ngebela orang salah yakan? but my father always told me that

i'm here, and now doing my job as usual. meet the guilty people almost everyday! people might think that i work to defend them, protecting or anything else so they won't be punished. but someway, they don't even know the truth, i'm here to make them realize that what they do were totally wrong, and every people have their own right, isn't it? a right to be defending, to be protecting, to take an easier punisment, althought they were guilty.

can you guess what job it is? yes he's a lawyer.

sekarang kalo semua orang punya hak sekalipun dia salah, knp gue ga seneng seneng, i know i'm wrong, you can put all those blame on me, and well, i'm not that stupid guys, you may think i really don't know what happened behind me, gue juga sebenernya ga gitu tau but haa forget. and waAaAaAa its like what akon said 'and i'm not too blind to know all the pain you kept inside you even thought you might not show' and all the things you hide from me guys, tapi apa untungnya kalopun gue bilang yes always him, just throw me, and everything will be moooore fine, nothing.

gue... kacau ya? gue ngelantur, terserah lo ngomong apa deh. gue........ desperate. apa? masih ada yang mau nanya maksuud gue apa? gausah sok sok neutron deh kalo emang jadi proton, gue elektron disini, semuamuamuanya tergantung gue yakan? salah dikit bisa langsung jadi negatif, tau negatif? engga? ituloh apapun yang bikin jadi buruk.

kecewa. gakboleh? ganyangka loh. ganyangka aja. mungkin gue mikir kejauhan, mungkin bukan kaya yang gue kira, mungkin gue bego, mungkin gue salah, mungkin gue emang salah, mungkin gue bukan elektron lebih tepatnya proton, stuck ditempat gabisa kemana mana, gabisa ngapa ngapain, bisa dikalahin sama elektron, dan udah ditadirin segitu.