kadang ya there's just the way it goes. world still turning around muterin matahari no matter what happened in itself. kadang sayang tuh gabisa dirasain. ga semua rasa, mutlak.

ya emg gitu, selalu ngabaiin rasa kangen, biasa aja kaya ga sayang, pas ada juga senengnya biasa. tp pas mau pergi, pas ditinggal lagi tuh kaya............................ berat.

i miss my brother so much that i cried when he left... for the rest of my life i stay home alone, but i never feel like alone is seriously fucked up. he used to be here for hours and hours and now after hour he's here, he left.